I had one of those dreams last night, one of those dreams that shake you to the core. One of those dreams that make you wish you could close your eyes and drift back to that place where your surroundings, your feelings, your actions, all made sense. Alas, I went back to dreamland, but not back to that dream.
I went about my morning with a heaviness in my chest, those obnoxious butterflies that wouldn’t settle. A plethora of emotions that I couldn’t shake. I sat in my car during my half-hour lunch period, and I cried. Not the silent, dainty tears rolling down my cheeks. I ugly cried. Sobbing while shakingly wiping the mixture of salty tears and snot off my swollen face.
At that moment I had the urge to take pen to paper. I wanted to remember every detail, every piece of dialogue, the laughter and smiles. Every bit of that dreamland that has such a tight grip on my soul.
I’ll try again tonight.